Monday, November 24, 2014

I can't forget my patients.

In my life I worked for little time in some Hospitals outside Kashmir. The patients I dealt with till now, their experiences are still in my mind. It is my daily routine to deal with patients and before they leave the clinic, they leave their pains and memories behind in the hearts. Here I will downline the unforgetable patients & my experiences with them as a doctor.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Historic Dastgeer Sahib shrine blaze bought alarm in whole Kashmir !!

The centuries old shrine in Khanyar srinagar Kashmir blaze bought an alert to whole Kashmir for the protection of all other shrines; there are disgraceful persons in every society and in Kashmir too, who knows destructions and murders from hundreds of years & who are betraying illiterate people in Kashmir by proclaiming there is no justification of Allah's friends (Awliyas) & their shrines in Islam. So muslims should demolish these shrines, which resulted the intolerant stretegy before us of Dastgeer Sahib shrine holocaust.

From almost 200 years the shrine was preserved by people; but as the Islamic awareness increases, the ignorance also increases. Either it was the big strategy to harm beliefs of Kashmiri Muslims & to divide them or there are some illegitimate persons behind these stuffs, who showed matchstick to famous shrine & mosque, these people may murder their brothers & sisters for their own benefit, they do not have any relation to any religion.

Muslims are not educated worldly as well as Islamic,these acts will
continue to happen till then Muslims will not unite & until Muslims will not unite,they may see extremely terrible things than this in

Why some Muslims are trying to destote the historical holy monuments?

Kashmiri innocents are dying in Indian Jails! -a story of young Kashmiri after coming out from mouth of crocodile!

Ek Yaadgar Mulakaat

If possible write it in English & publish in Newspaper columns.

Mera naam FAROOQ AHMAD MALIK walad ABDULLAH MALIK hain aur main Kashmir ka rehne wala hoon. June 2006 se main ek medical company main kaam kar raha tha. 17 Jan 2008 ko isi company ki taraf se Hubli Karnataka aana pada. Wahan kaam khatam karke 25 Jan ko wapus ghar jaane ke liye wahan ke railway station jaa raha tha, to wahan station ke bahar he doo police waloo ne rook kar pucha ki kahan ke rehne waale ho? To jab main ne Kashmir ka naam liya fooran mere pockets aur bag ki talaashi li kar muje nazdeeki police station pe le gaye aur wahan S.P ko ulta majra sunaya, phir sun kar wo kehne laga kon si tanzeem se ho? Phir main ne apna identity card aur saare documents dikhaye, dekh kar wo kehne laga, ‘yahan to logh hazaar rupay ke note banaate hain Card banana kon si baat hain’ mere lakh samjane ke bawajood wo nahi suna aur sirf yahi bolta raha Kon si terrorist group se ho. Buhat pareshan karne ke baad main ne usse kaha Janab muje jaane do meri Train nikal jaigi, to wo wapus bola aacha passport aur Visa dekho phir chale jao. Is baat se maine gusse se kaha janab muje lagta hain aap muje Daadi(beard) ki waja se pareshaan kar rahe hain, usne kaha bilkul nahi, main bola phir aap shaayad rishwat de kar is kursi par beate hain, kyon ki is chair par baitne waale ko pata hona chaye ki Passport aur Visa kahan laago hota hain. Is baa two fooran khada howa aur muje ek kothri main le jaake ek dam maarne laga.

Buhat pitaye karne ke baad jab wo thak gaya tab chood diya aur wo kothri se bahar aa kar muje andar he rakh kar bahar se lock lagaya. Main andar he pada raha aur paani ke liye chilata raha, lakin kisi ne be paani nahi pilaaya. Us ke baad raat ke 12 baje wo phir se apne saathiyon ke sath sharaab pe kar aaya, aur mere jism se saare kapde utaar kar, ek doori se meri sharam’gah ko band kar ek aadmi meri sharam’gah ko keechta raha, Doosra pechay se kick marta raha, Teesra cigarette par cigarette jalata raha aur unko mere nange jism par bujaata raha, Sabun wala paani pilaya, buhat takleef de kar chooda.

Phir agle din saweere wahan se nikaal kar sath main ek unchi building k eek bade haal main band kar diya, wahan par muj se pehle he alag alag states se aye 7 muslim ladko ko band kar chuke thay, wo sab bayguna thay. Us waqt main ne unko puch tach karne ke liye almost 20 phone number diye, lakin uske baawajod be main 234 days tak wahan band raha. Kuch din pehle muje aur sultaanpur U.P k eek ladke ko wahan se nikal kar Jeep main betha ke pata nahi kahan le jaa rahe thay, kareeb 30km ka fasla nikalne ke baad ek jagah highway par koi haadisah howa tha, jis ki wajah se yahan wahan par saari gaadiyaan ruki padi thi aur logh ghadiyon se utar kar haadisah hone waali jagah ki taraf baagte rahe. Jis Jeep main hum logh thay wo be ek jagah ruk gayi aur us main se 2 police waale aur driver teenoo be utre aur haadse waali jagah ki taraf wo teeno ye keh kar chal gaye ki neechay mat utarna. Kareeb 10 min ke baad hum dono neechay utaray aur deray deray wahan se nikal paday, Phir thoodi dork e baad hum ne apni apni rasi ek mumin bhai ke zariye se katwa diye aur alag alag raston se wahan se bag chale, pata nahi hum sachi main bag nikle ki un logon ki un logon ki koi chaal thi.

Uske baad ek jagah ek muslim lorry waala mila to wo us main scrap ka load karke wahan se Bangalore ki taraf rawana howe aur main uski Truck main Bangalore aaya. Lakin us se main ne is ke bare main uff be nahi kaha agar batata to shaayad wo ghaadi main betha ke yahan tak nahi le ke aata, phir yahan Bangalore main aakar ek Masjid main ek Imam sahib ne khaana khilaya kapde badal diye aur 100 rupee be diye, us paanse se main ne ghar waalon ko call kiya, Maa aur Bewi se meri baat howi, baatain to buhat kam howi aur roona ziyaada howa, Pata chala ki waalid ne company waloo se raabta kiya tha, uske 7 dino tak lagataar photo ke sath newspapers main ishtihaar be diye thay, Kashmir main FIR be darj karwaya tha, lakin kuch pata na chalne ki wajah se wo 2 months se samaj gaye thay ke main kahin mar gaya ho. Phir main ne unko kaha ki main Eid se pehle ghar aawoga.. Sab ne muje buhat sataya, main buhat thak gaya tha, ab phone call ke baad mere ghar ki chahat aur bad gayi lakin mere paas ek rupee be na tha, muje 2 kashmiri mile jinho ne muje 7 hours wait karwaya aur baag gaye, kyonki boog se main mar raha tha aur pansa be na tha aur rehne ki jagah be na thi, phir baad main kuch Kashmiriyon ne meri madat ki aur main ghar aaya.

Even I don’t know where is he these days, but when I saw him, his tongue was cut, he was having cigarette scars in his back, he said he is an engineer, his Penis was cut, his own clothes were blooded, almost all body was wounded, and he was a big beard man, looking like a perfect Muslim. The same story has happened with thousands of Kashmiri Muslims which is unrevealed till today. Where ever he is these days, hope he may be enjoying his life with his family and 2 kids.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Why we lag behind?

America is the blood thirst, Oil thirst, atrocious, barbarous and a brutal country in whole world. In fact other countries are unable to raise voice against bullshit country because mostly cowards are living there & they are busy in preparing & eating Biyaani, Naan, masala Kabab till beast will be under their feet.
America is responsible for inflicting pain & sufferings, physical & mental torture to people in the world.
They are responsible for millions of innocent killings in Afghanistan, Iraq, Palestine & now thousands in Syria, Egypt, Lebanon. They are responsible for worldwide rapes by sharing their mothers & sisters for sexual intercourse with their friends & they call it being civilized. There is only difference between a dog & most of Americans, 'an Americans wear rings in nose, ears eyelids & other shit parts but dog is wearing collar, now both differences overrode & all are hard to differentiate...thuuuuuuuuuuuu
What Muslims expect more from America, before some days they said mosques are increasing terror & Muslim institutions (Darul Ulooms) are creating terrorists in world by pointing some institutions 'Wo Kare to Ramleela hum kare to character deela'. The historical battles are regenerated to rule the world, if not then why America is becoming 'Kabab main haddi' everywhere. America will never be happy, for every cruel some anti-cruel will surely take a birth & will end the whole doctrine of culprits.

If we will stand for one motto till death also, unity is still a lip moment for Muslims, they will never act upon it & I came to know mostly Muslims perform duties of Islam to b popular, to earn, to show in societies.
God damn these speakers are noisy mostly in Ramadan, there is no soul of prayer anywhere in India.
In metropolitan cities there is race of status, wealth, property & in rural areas there is noise pollution.
'GOD there is no peace on earth though the word PEACE remained'. People are in race to get degrees in colleges but for what, when they still remain ignorant like donkeys with load of books without getting the real meaning of life. Many people I saw are diamonds with experience & many still lead life with ignorance as how the people are not similar in appearance likewise people aren't similar in souls.

After coming out of narrow minded boundaries, after we will understand why the kings and servants stand in rows with connected shoulders to pray Allah in mosques. There is no big or small, black or white, healthy or unhealthy, bulky or lean, rich or poor infront of Allah but the good deeds. A Muslim should never hurt any creature on the earth until he is not being hurt by anyone. There is no question of rich & poor in Allah's assembly, to whom Allah wants gives him unlimited & to whom he is not giving much, doesnt mean Allah left him but Allah kept his property in property & money of royals. Never be unhappy if some rugged beggar is coming & asking you to give something.
'Be sincere to every living creature & think of pain while giving it to someone'

Why Muslims are perceived by doubted sights?
Why Muslims are entangled in conspiracies?
Why young Muslims are targeted as terrorists?
Why Muslims are used as puppets?
Why Muslims aren't realizing what is happening with them?
Why full rights are seized from Muslims?
Why the emotions of Muslims doesn't have any value?
Why Muslims are backward in education,societies & dwelling?

We are not united !
We never trust each other !
We are unskilled & without assortment !
We are casualties of inferiority complex !
We aren't recognizing friend & enemy !
We have deficiency of sincerity !
we are unconscious of our powers !
We are compassionate but non sense !

  • U will notice the worst condition of Muslims in whole India in environmental problems, education, employment. There is no sanitation, drains, pure water, roads in almost all Muslim localities I have seen in many places & there is poverty, homelessness, unemployment in lots of communities. I had seen Muslim localities living in slums suffering from lots of diseases because of poor hygiene & their parents are unable to provide them proper care in almost all Indian states.

    آجکل لوگ اسلام کی بات کو کیسے سمجتے ہیں- ایک آدمی دوسرے کو کہتا ہیں -تم فلاں مولوی کو جانتے ہو- وہ آڈیو میں کیا کہتا ہیں- اگر آدمی کسی مولوی کو نہیں جانتا تو لوگ شرک اور کفر کا فتویٰ لگاتے ہیں - اور تو اور بعد میں کسی دوسرے کو کہتے ہیں بھائی اسے بات کرنا فضول ہیں - یہ دوسری پارٹی کا آدمی ہیں- کیا یہ سہی ہیں مجھے تو نہیں لگتا کوئی بھی مذہب اسکی اجازت دیتا ہوگا -اور اسلام تو بیچارگی پیار و محبّت کا دین ہیں- یہاں نبی صلی نے فرمایا "مسلمان مسلمان سے محفوظ رہتا ہیں اسکے ہاتھ سے اسکی زبان سے "اے کاش ہم سمجتے کہ کوئی گھر کا نہیں کہتا سب نبی الہی سلام سے سنی سنائی بات کہتے ہیں مسجدوں میں کانفرنسز میں -لکن فرک صرف اتنا ہیں کی کسی مولوی کی الگ پارٹی ہیں تو کسی کی الگ -آخر مولوی کی دنیا بھی تو ہیں جبتک کسی کے خلاف نہیں بولتا تو کھانا حزم کیسے ہوگا -
    بس ایک رہو نیک رہو یہی تڑپ ہیں رفیق کے سینے میں -

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Shaykh Noor din Noorani R.A

Lokchaar rovum manz gaflatas,
Tamtah tuli sue yami suli cheun;
Badith shuub kya ibadatus,
Vani piyom chetas greki vez noor.
Sahibo che bod buland kah ne,
Tagihame karhe chey itaat;
Ba yod zaanha dunya chun keh ne,
Na haq dunyahich barha ne barinth.
Poz dapan pan zan natakh,
Apuz dapan lagi ras;
Muhammad travith Iblees ratak,
Khudai dutey te khatak kus
Yeman kya karakh deyaran,
Yem hoo rozan yeeti;
Nimaz puchey ho maran,
Paaph zaanith kati;
Nazar karto and mazaran,
Saari zi sar mooti.
Jaiy chein chay Goor'e bal te,
Tot seet kah nov wasey;
Tati petrun chuey pannis paanus,
Wah zuwo paayes petto!
Dil chuy gaad te hakhey moo thawen,
Zikri hend poen deus lasyoe taave;
Nimaz chay zameenus phal zan waven,
Ad bacha nende karus khasiyo tawe.
Nafes ditukh aure meenith,
Gashake zeenith karakh ne foth;
Dam diyo hakas laal zan zeenith,
Nat chi kulun nafsin zaikatul mot.
Paran paran ti par gayey,
Tim khar gaye kitab bora heth;
Yem Dil nish ba khabar gayey,
Tim nar gayey fazal te ata heath.
Yath jaye Daf te Rabab wazan,
Tath jaye shaytan rozan asey;
Ti asan karan yenee asi pazan,
Tawe Shahib balaiye sozan asi;
Meeoth khewan te hazan maazan,
Tawe alakh te palak dazan asi;
Keh Shaykh lagith watan peth rozan,
Lokan panus kun pheran asi;
Soen chey goab te tali koone wazan,
Sartal zair e wazan asi.
Hazrati shahas shaeri yazdanus,
Yem chot khey mehmaanus seet;
Rasooli Khudayas shahi sultanus,
Yos ummat panen heye panus seet.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

NARENDER MODI - The Hero of India is mentally disturbed.

I am opening my post by quoting the following Hadith of Tabrani narrated by Maaz bin Jabal in which Prophet of this Ummah said 'When the political system will sadistically become wrong, then those rulers will rule Muslims, who will lead them to wrong route in society. If the criticism of these rulers will be accepted, the people will lead to astray and if people will not accept them, rulers will murder them. Then Companions of Prophet said to Prophet, 'What is the instruction during these times' The Prophet replied ' You have to proceed with the same during these times, like how the companions of Jesus Christ suffered. They were incised by axes, they were hanged till death, but they didn't kept their arms before the culprits. It is better to die in obedience to Allah, then to survive for disobedience to Allah.
Narender modi - the extrajudicial murderer before being the PM of India was projected by intelligence powers and mass media as the hero of India. The man who should be in jail, became PM on the basis of money and support from extremist agenda. He violated many laws including religious freedom being as a pseudo secular anti-Muslim lair. He was involved in Muzaffarnagar riots in 27 August 2013, when 27 to 50 Muslim women were raped but they didn't share their agony due to social restraint. A politician Naseem Uddin Siddique said "The violence of Muzaffarnagar is on and Govt is the mute spectator to it.The Govt is doing politics of Communalism. Everybody knows the arrests over Muzafarnagar riot case took place, but the file was closed after Narender modi was behind the scenario.

There are ample criminal charges against the train tea vender, including Gujrat 2002 riots, Godra Train burning, Corruption charges, Murder charges and much more. In Gujrat there is 10 percent of Muslim population, in which maximum number are under convicts and trials. They are unaffordable of  the cost of Lawyers or their cases are not presented in courts. Still the Gujrati Muslims are contributors for major Muslim welfare as they are doing their own businesses all over the globe.

Now after he became PM, still he is not leaving Muslims to sleep comfortably in nights by pointing fingers to basic articles and laws including 370 article in Kashmir. Before being PM you were promising us the employments, development, prosperity, Acchay din, where are these all lagging behind. Now Muslims are ready to forget everything, "if rather than healing touch policy, our wounds will really heal".

Hope for the best

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Hazrat Syed Sultan Fakurudin (R.A)

The Dargah is visited by hundreds daily in the vicinity of Newa Pulwama Kashmir, but Government never paid attention to its beautification.
The sufi shrine of sufi saint Hazrat Syed Sultan Fakurudin R.A, located at Newa, Pulwama, Kashmir is managed by Jammu and Kashmir Muslim Wakf board from more than 30 years now, having income in millions but Government is waiting to engulf more money then may try for betterment of shrine and its surroundings.
The sufi saint was in Kashmir for the cause of Islam some 500 years before, although the real history is not known, but the clues of miracles from them and their initiatives are known through poise old people of town and from old scripts including their relations with Sheikh Noor din Noorani, Imam e Azam, Shah e Hamdan R.A.
The spiritual saint was leading normal life with his wife ZOON DED and his son Shaheed Sahab but latter his wife also adopted the lonely life in jungles, away from home in cave near Zadoora to spread Islam in Brahmin majority of Kashmir.Some said they came from somewhere and many said they were residing in the town, my dad Haji Muhammad Ramzan Sheikh said, 'Syed Sultan Fakurudin was residing in mountain cave for praying which was like home inside, when i was young i used to go there', unfortunately the egocentric people chopped those mountains leaded no signs of caves.The wife ZOON DED of saint was famous for her revocations directly accepted by Allah.
 The son of saint Shaheed sahab was eight years old when he showed miracle(Karamat) in those times which is famous till today, during his childhood he came riding the tiger from forest with a big snake in mouth of Tiger for pulling and another gigantic snake for beating tiger to make fast drive,after seeing the whole incident his father badly blessed him for martyrdom on the bank of stream as the event tormented him and same happened he was then buried there on the bank of stream, today while visiting the graveyard you will see the small damaged dome.
Las Bab was the another saint even during my times, who after his years of toil rested in Siksarai, before 5 years he departed from world.He was fast during life visiting Dargahs and was supplicating there, people who were present during his presence in Dargah were listening his cries asking Syed Sultan Fakurudin to grant him place to stay there but as saint while in his Dargah was rejecting then he was reprehending as 'ok then you stay i will leave(matee ditee jaay yati, aasa dikna tali phat che yati) then LAS BAB was leaving.
There are other Dargahs of sufi saints in the town attached to the Sultan in one or the other way around Sultan's Dargah, all are in defective condition so we as citizens request Government to work for the betterment of all, with out only being popular as Sultan was King but never liked popularity.